Should I forgive her?

Should I forgive her? She has hurt me so bad, no one has hurt me so bad before.My friends want me to forgive her but I am still not very sure about it. Haiz....Who can help me? I ask for many people but none of them that helps! Haiz...Why should I forgive her? She didn`t apologise to me, she juz act like nothing had happen. SHould I forgive her? Should I act like nothing happen at all too?I juz can`t ok! I`m a human, a human with feelings not a machine that can delete all informations or memory that u don`t want so easily.Very frustrating a... If I tell my problems to y and w. They will juz say forgive her lah but they don`t know how gurt it was when I go through the letter... If I don`t forgive her they all say me sui what can I do? I really don`t know how to "repair"my feelings, how can I handle this problem. I really want to give up my life but I can`t. Want to know why? It is because I don`t want to leave my delicious dessert! Hahaha... very funny right? Haiz... I will be mad if this continue litat....

I want to forgive but everytime I saw her my heart will be very pain and I will remember the letter which hurt me so bad, When I saw her I also feel like want to hide from her and avoid we met meet each other , Haiz... what can I do to feel better when I see her....who can help me to solve this problem? The others juz can give some advice right? I always tell myself to calm down and ignore she but it really can`t work. Easy to talk but hard to do... How can I solve this problem? I know! resign gg lah! Haiz.... suan lah... this can`t work de lah... Y and W will kill me if I resign. Then I will turn into ghost and come back and revenge wakakaka...( touch wood) Juz kidding! want to be happy like I always does...how? I also don`t know a ! Haiz ... Gambateh to solve this problem lah although is tough! Bu who is tougher of course is me lah! Hahaha ! Self-loving right? Blekk.... Don`t let her influence my life! She is juz a small little problem that I must solve! Gambateh!