Give up vs. birthday

I have make a decision. The decision is give up. I choose this decision is because I fed up already.... I have apologize a dozen times but she is still haven`t forgive me... She is really small gas... As a senior I juz will inform wat the xx say. I will not feel frustrated or stress anymore... Hah!!! I feel free now... I can smile and laugh stressless... Tats good! Bt another problem have arrive...The another problem is about my grandparents... They really irritating man... They really born with problems... I really is not tat cruel but they are too much! The always wil make troubles and disturd my parents until they go mad! Everyday I will heard something about them tat is very terrible! Is not me tat irrespect them but tis is they`re fault! Haiz... How can I ran away from tis problems!!! They always waste the money and my parents didn`t have enough money to support the financial situation... Haiz... It is very frustrating! I really hate tat!! God how can tis problem be solve?

I celebrate my birthday very simple... Haiz.. Bt gt many friends wish me hapi burfday on tat particular day.. At least I feel a bit hapi about it. I won`t dare to ask a birthday cake or birthday present from my parents... Cuz I scare they can`t effort... so I juz went out to eat KFC only... A simple birthday is ok 2 me cuz I cant tell all my problems to my family cuz they won`t understand... So, wat can I do is juz pretend nothing happen.. And laugh like alwaz to cover my real emotion...During the holidays, I feel very boring man... Damn boring! Nothing to do... Not enough money to go travel jus can stay at home... Boring.... Juz boring...