A biggggg problem

Ah......very "fan" ah! In my opinion, I think that I have two kai mui I very good one but actually is a very terrible thing!I accept leng lui and cute as my kai mui. After that, I told leng lui that Iaccept cute as kai mui and then she angry already.So, I write a letter to apologize to her but I think she still got a little bit not happy. She want me 2 kick out another kai mui because she does not like her! So, I have been forced to cheat that LD suspect that I`m too friendly with them.I feel very frustrated and guilty!At the next day, DO asked me to go down to gg but I was very "fan" so I shouted at her and say I hate gg a cannot a! I want be a irresponsible person a cannot meh!

Cute is too kind ah! She made me felt more gultier ah! I don`t like to her one!Ah! T.T and at the other side, leng lui and my relationship is cracking ah! I want to hide from her loh, just feel scare ah!frustrating aaa......=(